To Give

You're asking again, I told you before. The beautiful smile hides the troubled soul. Sad faces influence so easily, I already have enough of that inside of me. So funny... you're still around after all these years, ran away so many times always ended up here. Could not ask for a thing from you, all you gave me I afford to lose. You see... it's all too sad for me, it's too hard for me... to believe. It's too painful for me, it's so hard for me... to give. Too scared to jump, too dumb to fly. What side is stronger in this double-faced mind? I make lies all day to keep the pain away, God knows my sins are already too big to pay. Even the tears I forget the taste, maybe I should try to lick them off your face. And though I do try the best I can, you had to be me to hunderstand that.

Smile on. Hang on.